To quietly slip under
Peace and immobility
Held in the warm embrace
Of safety from perpetual motion
All movement is
Suspended
Faint undulations of each dying wave
No more thoughts
No more tears
No more breaking hearts
Invisible
From those you thought loved most
The doubt
The fear
Never enough
Never wanted
Only temporary distractions
Until they leave
Go back
To where they came from
To those they said they didn’t love
Or did
And I
was just a waste of time
Part time amusement
Like a pulled cracker at xmas
Forgotten
Tossed away
A crown left over
You felt like a queen
I still feel
Like

nothing