Anxiety is a stone in my chest. An unbeating heart lying in wait. My body numb with fear of being pushed – away – back into the abyss. — Cindy DB (@cindydb_ZA) April 5, 2013
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I sometimes feel muted by amazing writing. As if my mind will not say the words it has read – but it brings the pleasure of contentment. — Cindy DB (@cindydb_ZA) April 5, 2013
That day
*POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING* My mom & stepdad used to entertain a fair amount when I was still at school. This night there was one friend of theirs visiting. Charles was probably in his late 40′s? He was interesting. He was a great artist. I always wanted to learn to draw and he invited me to [...]
On Monday, I broke
On Monday, I broke. A few different things happened recently and the snowball effect took my feet from under me. I tried to ask for help, but I had managed to push away so many people that the places I used to ask for and get help just weren’t there anymore. Everyone I asked was [...]
Fainting and what death feels like
“It’s a strangely beautiful feeling. Nothing matters in that moment when you just let go. Wonder if that’s what death feels like.”
